Monday, September 22, 2014

Until 02:00 AM

Feelings of loss, regret, and dread.
Don't know what to do, bang-bang you're dead.
Tell your friends you're okay, say you're just fine:) ;
Even when you're numb, pain is in the back of your mind.
The dizziness, feeling of being sick;
You listen to the ones that all call you pathetic.
Sometimes you shake and you don't know why,
It takes everything (you wish you had) not to say goodbye.
Feelings of depression... doubt, despair.
You wake up in cold sweats, but no tears in the air.
You're empty inside; yes, I know.
Your insomnia's returning-it's starting to show.
You can't stop thinking, wishing it was meant to be..
How do I know? 
                You're just like me.

1 comment:

  1. "It takes everything (you wish you had) not to say goodbye."
    That line is amazing.

    Such love for your posts. Always.

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